so i tried to edit the last entry coz some of it is all fucked up but this keyboard is really shitty and sometimes when i press backspace oh who the fuck cares, point being it was too annoying.i havent slept enough in days and today is my day to fast so im more tired than normal. that means im irritable. andi am craving ceeb bu jen
well. i decided that getting all worked up about ponge isnt worth it. i am not at a point where i can come to any conclusions about any of what is going on, so i might as well just chill and enjoy myself in the meanwhile.
i also decided to stop trying to think about going back to the states. i dont know what i will feel until i feel it, and there is no point in making myself miserable now over the potential of future misery.
i started an internship finally. but i will explain that later coz im too tired to do any explaining..i hate the internet. why dont i just ahve a chip in my brain that i can connect to the computer and think out my entries instead of typing. im sick of typing because i have been doing hours and hours of typing for my internship lately.
wow this is the most profound entry ever. i hope some of you are taking notes on how to use up a lot of time and space without ever actually saying anything at all. check out that alliteration. hah.
i came to warc to recruit students to the peace rally downtown today, but there is no one here; maybe they dont have class coz its ash wednesday? so i am in the place i most associate with consumption, which is a mild form of torture. i fast the day after i finish my last pill for the month. before i start to bleed, after im done inserting hormones into my body. it just seems like the right time.
