just an addendum to yesterday:one - today i had a perfectly nice day and all the nasty unsatisfactions and insecurities of yesterday have proceeded to fuck off.
two - while i truly do intend to move out of my ma's place by spring, it has everything to do with my own americanized socialization and social discomforts and nothing to do with the quality of life here - which is in fact, quite high. our little three person unit operates quite well together and my mom has told me a million times that she doesnt at all mind if i bring people here, even late, even if we make some noise.
three - i was going to correct all the poorly communicated phrases and mis-spellings and typos from yesterday, but fuck it. i write badly when passioned, especially when passioned by negative such. part and parcel.