i'm always having these defining thoughts. x+y=z is the truth. i need to knock it off. sweeping decisions about the success or doom of some aspect of my life/life is only to lead me in circles of reorganization. not to say i cannot have conclusions at all, just that i need to quit taking micro sections of my/life and seeing them as duplicates or signs of a larger meaning. illusion, delusion, lasting, wandering. scattered.
